Yes...But if he wanted you he would have had you.
He chose not to, because he did NOT love you.
Lets Go to the 8 steps
Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand....and you cannot solve the problem with the same mind that created it
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1. The relationship should have being a safe haven and to be able to trust ... but everything You told him he used against you ....and criticized to the point you would not want to tell him anything anymore
2. It was ok for him to get angry, but never to be cruel. ( He play the mind game, giving you the silent treatment and reconnecting with his ex girlfriends )
3. He had a lot to say about your life HE NEVER LIVED..
4. Relationship will never be perfect. Make it work...but not if you are all alone working on it.
5. He was hurting you in attempt to heal himself.
6. You are also battling an illness on top of a breakup..where was he?
He calls himself normal. Hiding in the shadow and watching all the women he lost.
Remember....he said you were his great love....but the others were too.
7.You called him and he would not pick up the phone....and did not answer any of your text...His silence was an answer, a very powerful one.
8. Never got an apology for how he treated you
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Were we forcing something not meant to be?
Good Question
These are all the reason ....
What he felt for YOU was not love,
the proof was in his action...
NOW Read it again, over and over until you finally get it.
YOU
should never apologize for being you
YOU need to find people that LOVE like YOU
and most important...
DO NOT DIE BEFORE YOU ARE DEAD