I still try to figure you out
still dazed and confused
I thought that I could handle
being with you, was a gamble
... my reasoning and self control...
for ever fooled, for ever lost
I realize, control belonged to you
Tried to find the meaning
hidden behind every action
dissect the words...
look in the eyes...
expected feelings to support a kiss
I searched around,
I searched in vain
And I still try to figure you out
even though the days keep piling up
Still remember your tender loving kiss
and wish that I had sooner found out
that there was nothing behind the hand
there was no meaning, no word of love
It was all a mirage fed from eyes
meeting casually inside the dark
I had your hand...
I had your smile...
I had your smell...
I felt so wild...
Guess that's what to be expected
there's no rule to be followed
I owe you nothing.
You owe me a heart.
