Bleeding Mascara

Nothing feels the same anymore
All colours faded away
Old thoughts returning to me
And it's hard to deny them

This festering wound
In my mind is taking over
Forgetting so soon
How it was to hold him
Distant memories of life
A faint, dying whisper

The icy water cast my reflection
I can't recognize myself
This is only a shell
'Cos I am empty inside

Nothing left to offer
Nothing left to say
It would be a torture
To live one more day